I dare not say

How little my heart breaks
nor how much I wrestle and wake
when I remeber how much is at stake.
I dare not say
how much I wish to speak
and how much it hurts to think
of how hard this must be.
I dare not say
how I walk alone at night
with just the moon by my side
and pray to God til daylight.
I dare not say
how much I wish for you to see
this star that has followed me
and whispered how you can be free.
I dare not say
how much my feeble heart loves you
and how He has made me anew,
oh, how I wish you knew.
I dare not say
that today or tomorrow is the day
when I can take your hand and say,
"There's someone to show you the way."